Food for Thought

"I woke up this morning feeling heavy and overwhelmed with fear. The same fear that gets you into trouble and the same fear that keeps you out of trouble. It's like you damned if you do and your damned if u don;t because if you never attempt to try you willl never know."

I couldn't blog about fashion not at this very moment, so I decided to share my thoughts with you and whats going on in my head. It seems like the closer I get to where I'm trying to go the distance grows further and further. If I take a step forward, its like I've taken one stop backwards. How do I stay encouraged when all of my thoughts are telling me to give up and call it quits. I want to go back to school for fashion design, but too afraid to take the risk.

• How can I afford to pay for college and maintain living in New York.
• Is it worth even going back to school?
• What if I finish school and can't find a decent job?

These are all questions that plague my mind everyday because I want more out of life. Yet I dont know HOW to attain this more that I want out of life. I always desired more, even as a kid I had big dreams of success. I know it's not too late I still have time to figure out what I want to do and plan for it. The hardest part is conquering my fears of failing and facing disappointment. I can always help to motivate someone else now I have to find the strength to motivate myself. If I can just stay focus on getting to my destination and not worry so much about how I will get there, I am sure that GOD will make a way.

Please share with me your thoughts ...